sexta-feira, 4 de julho de 2014

The girl from the other side




Yesterday I was so bored that I started to read the recipe from the payment of credits in my cell phone. I read about this promotion. If I changed my accounts settings I would get a bonus of 250 megabytes for Internet usage and a hundred free txt messages.
I decided to call the phone central and change my settings to win these bonuses. A recorded voice answered the phone:
- To recharge you cell phone credits please press 1. To change you settings of your cell phone please press 2.
Tuuuuuu
- Thanks for calling. We are redirecting you to one of our attendants. - A song started.
I was expecting to deal just with electronic messages. Because talking with companies by telephone is always a challenge for me. That’s because my English skills still not that good. Actually I never enjoyed telephones talks, even in Portuguese, my first language. I intended to take my promotion as quick as possible and nothing more, cutting all the small talk.
For incredible that it seems, the waiting song wasn't that bad. Actually I recognized that music. It was from Julia Deans. A well known New Zealander artist. I knew that song because the week before Julia was at my school doing a lyrics and composition workshop and stage performance. Of course, I would not loose this opportunity of knowing more about New Zealand music and having a personal contact with an artist from that level.
Back in Brasil, I had a lot of contact with musicians. What improved a lot of my work in this area. My uncle is a competent composer and performer. My mother was a singer in the past, my father plays the guitar and from him I got the bests critics. I use to know every kind of musicians and perform to them on Christmas eve and others parties at my uncle's house.
I was hopping that she could give me her formula to write songs. I didn’t use to have any technique to write songs in Portuguese. So I was kind of lost to compose in another language.
She performed to the participants of the workshop songs from her next album and a few other. Just voice and guitar, that was the difference between the song in the phone-line. The waiting song now had a base line, drums, computer effects and edition. But the essence was the same. And I was glad for her.
In the end, it was an awesome experience to get together with Julia Deans because I got more confidence to write in English. She made me realize that it doesn’t exist any magic formula. The only need is courage enough to try again and again ans practice this until you get your song done. The same way it was with my first compositions in Portuguese.
Julia commented that she was very happy when she heard her song playing in the super market the first time. And I was there listening her song in the phone company’s waiting line. I would like to tell her about this. But she would have to accept me on Facebook first.
Finally a woman answered the call. She had this accent, seemed that she was french. I think she noted my accent as well but didn't want to comment, the same way I didn't say nothing about her. She was being very gentle and offered to figure it out few other problems that I had with my account. I could say that I was curious about her... But I was feeling so pathetic to be interested in the girl from the phone company that I saw myself like those lonely guys who spends hypes of time hitting on voices paid to be gentle and explore them in change of phone services. But in the end she said:
- Nice to talk with you! – That was enough to make me feel a bit more special than the other thousands calling her earlier on the day. I said the same to her. But I didn't have courage  enough to ask about her accent or where was she from. I was to embaraced with the fact that I could be one of those lonely guys.
We could have met one day. But of course adding her on Facebook first, to check her photo and prevent any problem. She could be an attendant on India in a call center or could work in the next town. But where she lives, or if she was really a French girl, would be a mystery forever. That was my last chance to ask these questions to the girl from the other side and it passed trough my fingers.
Later on the day the company sent me a message saying that I called to them earlier and they would like an evaluation about their services. There was my opportunity. Maybe the universe was trying to tell me something, conceding me one more chance to know that girl. Maybe it was our fate, who knows? Than I answered that I would give the evaluation about the lady who attended me and if they sent me her personal contact. If they didn’t I would change of phone company. But they just sent an automatic message saying: "Thanks for your time! Attentiouslly, your phone company!”. At least it worthed the try.


Erik Schnabel

O sábio e a onda perfeita

Dizem que quando você pega seu primeiro tubo, é uma experiência quase espiritual. Como a luz no final do túnel, o final do tubo captura completamente sua atenção. Muitos ficam obcecados e querem pegar logo outro tubo, mas se procurarem um sábio, ele orientará:
- Deixe ir essa sua vontade louca. A onda perfeita vem sempre como um presente quando menos se espera.


                                                                              (foto: Clark Little)

Erik Schnabel

sábado, 7 de junho de 2014

Desabafo em versos

















Será que vale se guardar em um cofre?
Essa é a paz de um coração de pedra
Você jura que era de ouro maciço
mas guardado é impossível saber se ainda existe
Quando ele pousa sobre a terra fofa,
o contraste entre o magenta e a sujeira
te faz ter certeza da efemeridade da vida
Minhocas se movem por entre as veias,
espasmos descompassados
entregues à profanidade do mundo
Você apareceu como um fantasma,
surgiu da névoa de mágoas passadas
Perguntei ao destino se era pra ser,
disputa acirrada entre pensar e viver
Motivos você tinha, só não eram os mesmos que eu
Adentrou meu território, capturou a bandeira,
colheu um "eu te amo" prematuro
Quem sente mais é também quem sofre
Mas deve-se saber o que quer
por isso não existem vítimas
As dores são os mestres dessa dimensão
Saiu por entre meus dedos como fumaça
depois de ter feito minha cabeça
Não se via no espelho como boa companhia
tentava tapar o buraco que você mesma cavou
Aproveite e se deite lá, acaba servindo como adubo
Por fim, jogo flores sobre teu peito
Confiança, respeito e sinceridade,
foram essas escolhidas e ceifadas pelo tempo
Terra arada e revolvida
raízes mais fortes hão de se instaurar

Erik Schnabel

sábado, 3 de maio de 2014

The queens' crown


In the woods of ancient ruins
a wizard lives and teaches
a young boy called Arthur

The pine didn't use to have a name
it exists by simply standing there  
as an exchange of kindness
it shows its beauty and you show respect

Rising my sword, through the power of love 
two different tribes got together 
however, the ideals get profane
by landing on reality

Crimson gloves draw curved lines
with your majesty's scepter 
silver from Argentina, gold from Brasil, stones from Africa
for the crown and God's will 

Hey George! Your son grew up
And now he controls the world
with the eye of providence

Suffer of many
By the hands of few
We are all guilty for the obedience

From father to son, year after year
the biggest of the empires builds it self
where the divine commands
and not a human being anymore

Crimson gloves draw curved lines
with your majesty's scepter 
Silver from Argentina, gold from Brazil, stones from Africa
Who share the power of knowledge, is called insane

Erik Schnabel

Auto-retrato

O que todo mundo quer?
Algo que faça bem
todos querem alguém
que te ame como é

alguns acertam
outros ignoram
pois quando a essência aflora
na certa se apavoram

é fácil aceitar alguém fácil de entender
pouca confusão entre os papéis que fingem ser

alguém de mau humor já é difícil
me contamina.
prefiro máscaras de porcelana

bonecas que não sentem dor
de bochechas rosadas
guardadas num museu

Pois no pensamento me contento
se me corrói é lento
como um quadro antigo
que não exponho ao sol, chuva ou vento

Erik Schnabel

Totem

A juba de leão balança
e acode quem precisa de proteção,
perigo eminente à futura geração

é rei da selva
nas entrelinhas da serpente

Lei do mais forte, lei do doente
papai que mata, quem enrola acende
pedra que rola, cavalo que manca
quem não sustenta passe a bola

o senhor do tempo mastiga, engole
quando cai no esquecimento,
se revolta a prole
primeiro conhecimento

Se a lacraia vira comida de cobra
pode fazer seu caminho de volta
um ciclo eterno e vicioso
entre a vida, a morte e o gozo

Erik Schnabel

domingo, 30 de março de 2014

Pedra Filosofal


Falta de um cochicho no ouvido,
uma notícia boa,
intenções maquiavélicas
que fazem o meu dia
Será que os fins justificam os meios?

Você joga videogame
aperta as setinhas
as moedinhas são um beijo
fliperama do desejo

Olhos culpados, só para me distrair
vaidade, consciência da beleza 
pura maldade, e assim captura mais uma presa

Você me acorda, te "torno on"
voce me toca e respiramos
seguindo o ritmo de um acordeon

Passeamos pelo bosque
te protejo e nos colamos dentro de um baú
te chamo pra um picolé
e você me come crú

Você se vai e guarda parte de mim
também fiquei com uma parte sua
te devolvo algum dia, se voce vier buscar

O teste final da fé
fé em si e na própria completude
certeza das verdades da vida
perto de algo tão intimidador

Para muitos ouro de tolo
mas cada um enxerga o que pode
eu vi uma tigresa com os olhos de diamante
isso depende da sua sorte

Erik Schnabel